It’s no secret, that when I began my running career in 2010/2011, I ran for finisher medal. I would not run a race unless I knew I would receive a medal. I wanted that feeling of self-accomplishment and that medal gave me that satisfaction.
Shortly after I began racing, I won AG and Overall awards. The competitive nature of my youth had kicked in and I found myself competing against myself for each and every race. Half way through that year, we lost Ladybug and running in her honor became my trademark to this day.
By the end of 2011, I was hammering out a bunch of PR’s in all distances and I had evolved from running races only with medals to any races. I ran some races with ribbons and races with absolutely nothing. I quickly learned I could use races as gauges for my focus races. Score!
You see, I also learned early on, that I have horrible training. I swear I could not run a 30 minute 50k during training if my life depended on it. Yet, I will streak by that time on any given race day. Thus the reason I am so surprised when I finish with the times, that I do.
In my second year of racing, I had a heart to want to travel and be around more runner friends. The state of CA, because my monthly home. At least once a month, I was on the road for the next big race.
By Mid-2013, I was so done with traveling, I wanted to stay home. I had seen enough and knew what races I wanted to repeat. I had cultivated some incredible friendships and also sides of the running community I wish I never did. The more you are exposed to a community, you will often see the dark side. The running community is not immune to the thralls of life. There are cheaters, gossips, thieves and very mean-spirited people. Because we share the same sport, does not make us immune to human nature. I also saw the best of humanity, total strangers helping total strangers. The spirit of human ambition and goal setting. It was that same year, I had my first serious runner’s injury (fractured leg).
In 2014, I no longer cared about the medals or even the awards. After being injured and unable to run for the last part of 2013, I was grateful to be back on my legs and in the Start Corrals. I set new PR’s that I had been chasing since 2012, I ran with more determination, freedom and peace. I ran in memory of my best friend who died suddenly, weeks before Christmas. I ran to celebrate the unity of my new found family.
So, where am I in 2015? Good question. I have different running values. I still and always will treasure all my medals, but that is not why I run. My tastes have evolved. I am a 53 year old Masters Runner, who is enjoying the process of being the best I can be. I am grateful for my history, my stories and experiences since 2010, but I know that person and athlete no longer exists. I have evolved.
The athlete I was in 2010 was not the ‘wrong’ type of athlete, that was exactly who I needed to be, at that time. Next year, I will be a different athlete and I love the prospect of who we can become.
Running is like writing a book, chapter after chapter. One day, I will write the ending of my current book and work on the sequel.
I look forward to seeing where the next evolution will take me!
Charlene L. Ragsdale – Las Vegas, NV
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